Beauty in Journaling
Beauty in Journaling
by Lily Simmons
Water & Stone Intern - The Madeira School
To have someone who knows everything about you that you can fully trust is such a freeing feeling. A journal can be this person for you. Journaling is a very important part of my life, and there is not a person in the world that I would not recommend it to.
Sometimes your brain can feel cluttered, or you feel a weight holding heavy emotions and thoughts. When you can throw these thoughts on paper, there is an immediate lightness within. You don’t have to think so much anymore: the thoughts rest in the journal, and they can stay there. They no longer waste space running through your mind. The journal is yours and only yours. It is a safe space to express any idea or thought no matter how strange, dark, or seemingly insignificant. The filter is gone, and your journal contains only authentic thoughts.
So many thoughts and ideas run through our minds daily. Some stick, some come and go. Some of the ones that come and go could be important, but you forget about them. Because of this, I carry my journal everywhere. I will jot down thoughts and ideas often throughout the day. For example, I saw an Instagram account called “Toutes est temporaire.” I wrote this down to remember it, along with a couple thoughts about the quote. Going back and seeing past thoughts is amazing. You can see growth, make connections, and reminisce about certain memories.
The mere act of expressing yourself in a journal is a step towards accepting your complete self. Journaling provides a space to write down your thoughts without shame. It is a beautiful thing: to be able to be authentic and true.
Personally, I journal at all times of the day. Whenever a thought comes to mind that I want to remember, I write it down. There are some nights where I write for longer, though. Maybe I had an eventful night that I want to unpack. In this case, I light a candle, play some soothing music, silence any distractions, and get in touch with myself. This moment of peace only exists between you and your journal. In a busy world, moments like this are special and important. When you start journaling, you have the opportunity to feel more connected with yourself and the world.
What is Art?
What is Art?
by Yufei "Lillian" Xie
Water & Stone Intern from The Madeira School
I was troubled by this question since primary school. When my classmate had fun in art classes doing ceramics, drawing, and painting, I was doodling, and my mind went blank as my hands were hung in the air waiting for something to come up in my brain. I searched every corner in my mind; however, I could not even think of one interesting topic to draw about. All I had on my paper was a mix of different colors and lines. All messed up together. The teacher praised me as the "New Generation Picasso." I did not want to be "Picasso." Instead, I was more interested in becoming "Van Gogh" or "Monet," whose paintings are less abstract. The happiness in doing arts was never my thing. The frustration came up whenever I saw my friends creating beautiful sculptures or artwork. Never had I thought of myself as an artistic person, but the fact was that I was barely talented at all. Whenever it came to visual arts, I automatically turned into a numb fool whose creativity was hiding and could not be found.
As I became a high school kid, I realized that art is more than visual arts. There are many more categories such as performing arts, plastic arts, and decorative arts. The movie is art; Dancing is art; Music is art; Literature is art. Anything that involves creativity and imagination can be called "ARTS." I took Screenwriting and Creative Writing electives in high school, which turned out to be my passion. Rather than expressing my inner world with color and shapes, I prefer powerful words to illustrate my creativity. I enjoy creation with words and thus immersing my readers into a fictitious world. My writing is my art. My stories turn into hues when readers glance at them. My figures are moving and interacting every time the readers' fingers skim over the pages.
With coming of age, I acknowledge that people have different ways of voicing themselves through arts. Some choose to become actors, experiencing the character's life. In contrast, others compose music, telling their stories through beats and melodies. However, sadly, due to society's high-speed development, many have forgotten about their passion and love for a kind of art. They may have lost their hue, their notes, or their words along the way. In this internship at Water & Stone, I am given an extra opportunity to experience various arts in my work time. I try drawing each day and photo-taking. I enjoy how those forms of arts calm me down and inspires me to figure out the beauty in nature and daily life.
What is Art? This is a thorny question worth pondering and figuring out through a lifetime. Each individual has different definitions and experiences with this friend, but ultimately, we need to remember that it is indispensable. Art is the window for us to appreciate the beauty everywhere.
Covid Fatigue and Mental Wellness
Covid Fatigue and Mental Wellness
by Yufei "Lillian" Xie
W&S Intern from The Madeira School
COVID-19 hit 2020 hard. Although it is already 2021, the long-lasting impact of the pandemic still troubles people in all ways.
I quickly decided to return to China after four days of starting my spring break in the US at the end of March of 2020. My parents immediately booked a flight for me to return home. While I was excited to travel back to Shenzhen, my journey was not easy at all. I spent almost 75 hours on the road, starting from Boston and transferring from San Francisco to Taiwan to Shanghai and finally to Shenzhen. When I arrived, I stepped outside, feeling the heat waves I grew up with, and started my 14 days of life in quarantine.
I spent a whole day receiving various kinds of examinations, which caused me to be dizzy, overburdened, and exhausted. Quarantine life was not easy at all for me. Loneliness is never my good friend, and I put all my hope on ordering food delivery. Whenever the employees knocked on the door and asked me to get my food, I felt butterflies in my stomach. I was anxious, bored, and depressed during the 14 days and kept thinking about the happy memories of hanging out with my friends and being hugged by someone when I needed support. I missed being in a warm community. Since I did not have much work to do, I mostly spent my time chatting with friends online. Time moved so slowly that I could not bear it. Anxiety and sadness took control of me. I believe that lots of people feel the same way. In quarantine and the overall situation, adjustment to a new way of living was extremely challenging. So how can people shift their mindset to alleviate the anxiety and change these uneasy sentiments?
One of the most important strategies for overcoming mental health issues is reaching out to others actively. Being alone and not having others' company raises anxiety levels and may cause some detrimental effects on our bodies. To avoid loneliness, face-timing friends and families online is a good choice. Casually chatting with friends can make you happier and, at the same time, ease the anxiety. Sharing some problems with family can be a good outlet for all the emotions and uneasiness. Since everybody is undergoing these harsh circumstances, people can understand each other.
I also suggest people try mindfulness practices and meditation to alleviate their level of anxiety. Being focused on the present and leaving all those chaotic voices alone for a little while can help when we are overwhelmed by pressure. Mindfulness is a practice and a way of living, which might help us lead a more peaceful life, countering Covid fatigue.
There are some simple and fun exercises that people can practice at home:
Fortunately, in 2021, a vaccination has been researched and developed and is starting to be available to the public. Individuals can get the vaccination depending on their job or condition. Despite the supply of COVID-19 vaccine coming out at a slow but consistent pace, it is believed that the vaccine will be available to more of the public in the near future. Hopes and opportunities are around the corner.
I hope that everyone can have faith in the future and believe that everything will be all right. To try some of the exercises mentioned above might help to relax and relieve the stress of our current situation. However, if you feel strong emotions or something comes up during the exercises, seeking help from a professional therapist or doctor is always a great idea. As the saying goes, the best is yet to come.
Shedding Light on the Mysteries of Art Therapy
by Emma Stone - Madeira Intern
Hi!! If you’re reading this right now, I’m so glad you’re here, because art therapy is an amazing form of therapy that is worth looking into. Coming from someone who has personally seen immense gain in her life because of it, I am happy that you have come to this page and are exploring more about art therapy and it’s amazing benefits.
I asked some people close to me their frequently asked questions or doubts about art therapy, things that would maybe steer them away from giving it a good try.
When asking this, differences between the adults’ concerns vs. the teenagers were clear. The adults had more concrete questions where I could see where their doubt stems from, yet knew that with more information they would be singing a different tune. For the younger, I got an overwhelming amount of one singular response:
“What is art therapy?”
This, I think, is where the problem lies. People simply do not know enough about art therapy to give it a true chance. So, if you’re reading this and have that question as well, this is my answer:
Art therapy is a creative and interesting way of expressing feelings that can be immensely beneficial to the client. Instead of talking and then being told what to do, Water & Stone’s art therapy approach is humanistic in that the therapist and client are truly working together to decipher and express feelings on your journey towards healing and gaining insight.
As far as the adults go, their questions were a little more thorough.
“Will I be judged doing art? Not only for the things expressed in the artwork, but for the art itself?”
Water & Stone therapist Xenia Rybak addressed this as she explained to me that in art therapy, kids are very much about the process: throwing glitter onto a page and trying every color crayon. She has found that adults, however, are more about the results. She explains that adults think that there is a specific set of rules that they must follow, and that their art must be impressive. When, in reality, the therapist is solely there looking to help you shed light on areas in your life that need it. If they wanted to judge your art, they would become an art critic am I right?
On a slightly different wavelength,
“Does art therapy truly work? How can it be effectively applied to multiple issues people are facing?”
It works because it is a collaborative process between a trained professional and yourself. The professional will help the client use materials that allow them to express things in unique ways that can be freeing. The therapist can guide each person in a way that works for them; it is a tailored approach to each individual person to support their journey. Because it is so different than what we do in day to day life, it allows us to discover things that maybe we normally wouldn’t see. The best bit of advice that I have is to go into it open mindedly and see how it might help you!
Thank you so much for reading this and joining me in learning more about art therapy! I hope that this inspires you to give it a try. I have always loved art, but only in recent years have I seen first-hand how it contributes to every individual’s personal healing.
by Emma Stone - Madeira intern
Connections are everything. They create something real, whatever that may be: happiness, growth, success, fulfillment. In a world full of people and things, what can be more beautiful than that!
When talking with Water & Stone therapist Xenia Rybak, we both agreed on this and found it to be true. Connections are fundamental things that run through everything. Specific to what we were talking about, her profession, everyone is more connected than we think. Seeing many people in a journey towards healing, Xenia’s profession has taught her this. She says that if we all knew that, if we all were aware of the connections we maybe cannot see, then it would be easier. Yes, there would still be issues. Sadness, anxiety, confusion, but the difference would be knowing that, however cliché it may seem, you are not alone.
I believe that it is valuable to always be looking for and creating connections, including the ones that we cannot clearly see. In my room, I have a box of letters that I keep under my bed. I have a small black Nikon camera on my bookshelf with videos and pictures of people I have known and places I have been. When I look at these things, I feel completely full. This feeling is euphoric, it is the feeling of being connected. I believe that everyone should search for any opportunity to make a meaningful connection. Waving to someone on the street, reaching out to someone just for the fun of it, exploring all of your curiosity and seizing every opportunity. Because when you feel connected, you feel completely full.
The Power of Your Inner Voice
The Power of Your Inner Voice
by Lily Simmons (Madeira Intern)
I believe that you speak things into existence, whether this be to other people or to yourself.
I was never excited for art class in elementary school or middle school. I would compare my drawings or paintings to whoever was nearby, feeling like mine were inadequate. Because of this, I would go into any art project with the mindset that it would not turn out well. My inner voice would repeat, “art isn’t my thing” or “I am not good enough to make something like that,” when eyeing another person’s work. I would rarely be satisfied with my finished product.
This mindset shifted in Spring of 2020. I was with my best friend Emma and we decided to paint on a couple of mini canvases that we found. As I began, I pushed away any negative thoughts and questioned myself less. I focused on enjoying the process with each brush stroke, wishing I had embraced art this way in elementary school. The final product was a dark night sky with stars and a pier leading to the moon. I ended up loving the painting, not worried about anything other than my own work. This was the first stepping stone to my love for painting. The miniature night sky now sits next to my mom’s desk!
When I let go of telling myself that I couldn't be an artist, I became one. You have the power to shift your inner voice to say whatever you want it to say.
Wisdom comes from experience and curious exploration. There is an openness you need to have in order to learn from different perspectives, remain open to changing your beliefs, and seeing every moment as an opportunity to add to your knowledge or understanding.
We have high school interns spending 5 weeks at a time with us throughout the winter and spring and I can’t wait to be challenged and questioned by them! They will be posting personal reflections and thought on the blog, so I hope you have a chance to read them and see some of the world of Water & Stone and psychology from the vantage point of “Beginner’s Mind”. A wonderful opportunity!
Emery started Water & Stone in 2015 to bring a more contemplative approach to health and wellness in NYC. She is inspired to combine her love of meditation, creative arts, and psychology to support others in bravely healing or daring to reach for dreams with the goal of living a fully engaged and fulfilling life. Since starting her company, she has gathered a diverse group of women with similar dreams to support people locally, nationally and internationally.